Doctors suck

at calling people back with test results. I finally went to the doctor yesterday and had my test done. They said it would only take a few hours and then they would call.

Did they call? No. I've been waiting all day long and they still haven't called today. It's 1:30pm. They don't have anything better to do than call me. Bah. I think the whole reason why they aren't treating this as a priority is because I told them I took two HPT and they were both positive. So, they are expecting it to come back positive and that I already know that BUT I also can't schedule my first appointment until this test comes back and they call me. I also have to go to Oby classes.

Bah. Tori and Dean is on...

Cannot sleep...

Woo. I am feeling quite nauseous at the moment. I haven't actually puked yet but I am extremely queasy. It's currently 1:30 in the morning, I am listening to Dane Cook and looking at Hello Kitty stuff online. Haha. I'm obsessed with Hello Kitty. I need to go to sleep. I feel super tired but I cannot sleep when Jamie's not here. I cannot sleep alone in the bed. It freaks me out. I have to have some noise on to be able to sleep. It sucks. I have to leave the tv on in the living room to be able to pass out without trouble.

Bah. I'm sleepy.

For some reason...

I'm still a little scared. I know that I have no reason TO be scared but I feel like the tests are just lying to me. I'm already farther along than I was last time and I think that's why I'm freaking out. I had a miscarriage at exactly six weeks last time and I bled for a week before I actually HAD the miscarriage. I'm not bleeding at all and I'm already six weeks and five days. I just got my medical setup out here and tomorrow I'm calling my 'doctor' tomorrow and setting up an appointment. *sigh*

Once I see the baby's heartbeat...I think I will be fine.